Where Did The Man I Love Go

 As I lay here beside you

In the bed that we share

Tears stream onto my pillow

A silence fills the air

Do I dare look at you?

And ask where you’ve been

Or do I torment myself

As I do again and again

My heart beats hard in my chest

As I feel you turn your back to me

My mind starts to wander

My secure-ness flee

I detect a hint of perfume

Emanating from your body

My heart starts to twitch

Knowing it did not come from me

I lay awake all the night

Because my sleep won’t come

Not a kiss, not a hug

What have we become?

The morning sun peeps through the window

I watch you arise and walk away slow

Not good morning kisses or a hug

And I am wondering, where did the man I love go

Where Were You

Where were you

When I started to grow

Where were you

When my puberty started to show

Where were you

When my mind was confused

Where were you

When I was being misused

Where were you

To teach me what I should know

Where were you

When I needed strength to grow

Mother

Where were you

Will He

I lay in bed often wondering

When he does come how will he be

Will he be mean or nice?

Will he be empty or love me passionately

Will he put up with my faults?

And laugh at my cute unique ways

Will he dislike my cute unique ways?

Will he cherish me all of our days?

Will he hold me in his arms?

Or will he not be affectionate

Will he listen to my voice?

And will he treat me delicate

Will he make up a cute name for me?

Like poky boo-boo or angel of mine

Will he be there to always protect me?

I often wonder in my bed as I pass time

Word Play Free Verse (I like to play with words sometimes)

I walk into the room moonlight glistens on my face

You are lying in the bed watching me undress

I slowly and seductively slip off my robe

The excitement you cannot suppress

I walk over to the bed and lean over you temptingly

You reach up your hands to make contact with my skin

I grab them and interlock our fingers then lay them down

Then the moment you’ve been waiting for starts to begin

The rest will be written with my future husband

You My Love

You my love are like poetry in motion

You glide along

With charm and benevolence

When you pass by you strike a heart’s chord

I hear songs of love playing in my head

You’ve mastered the technique of seduction

Yes you do have my heart watering

I stare when you enter the room

Your presence demands responsiveness

Oh my love I wait for the day

When you will whisk me away

In your strong arms of comfort

Where I will dissipate in your arms

And you will proclaim your love for me

And it will echo throughout the world

And then we will flee so unreservedly

To our own planet of fervidness

Your Way

Imaginations swiftly cross the threshold of my mind

I am incessantly consumed with thoughts of you

The way you smile at me in the morning

When you awake to see me watch you sleep

The way you whisper so sweetly in sincerely in my ear

To tell me how much you love and cherish me

The way you hold me when my heart is torn

And you are there to mend it again

The way you stand up when trouble arise

A real man you are in my eyes

The way you caress me oh so gently

As we melt into each other’s soul

The way of your stature and demeanor

Built as a strong man just for me

That emanates masculinity that I find irresistible

The way you changed your life to fit me into it

The day you said I do from your heart

And meant every word

I’ll always and forever be in love with you

You Don’t Even Know I Exist

Allow me to immerse myself in you

Drown in your existence

To delve into your heart

Me and you in coexistence

You are my daily consumption

Come let our bodies be unified

I want to taste you liquefy you

Drink you and feel you inside

Glimpse inside of your mind

Electrify your nerve system

Awaken things hidden deep inside

I guess I am just your love struck victim

Subconsciously swallowing you up

Mentally I’ve kissed you a billion times

In my imagination I have pleased you

Secretly I’ve written you a million rhymes

You don’t even know I exist

Yet foolishly I’m waiting for your hello

Hoping that you take notice

I want to take you to a new plateau

I am strongly fascinated by you

You are provoking sensations out of me

With every poem of yours I read

You are bringing temptations out of me

My body is longing my will is weakening

I am going to explode without you

Everything that brushes me excites me

My mind is always thinking about you

I’m craving your mind and your intimacy

I want to know you inner and out

Every part of your quintessence

Let our encounter simmer and sprout

If I could touch you virtually

The things I would submerse you in

My body I would transverse you in

Mesmerize you with my vivacious body

Insatiable is my appetite for your affection

Greedily I would gorge on your closeness

I would straddle your erection

I’m sorry I’m going to far

You don’t even know I exist

I’ll foolishly wait for your hello

As my yearning for you persist

Interlacing Love

I want to fall into your arms

Feel protected in your embrace

Fly by your side

Our wings interlace

I want to drink you

Have you always inside

Flowing through my veins

All our needs supplied

I want to give you all of me

Only one was allowed to touch

You are the only one I now desire

I want and need you so much

I want to whisper in your ear

Love’s forbidden secrets

Open you up to an exhilarating ride

Not like most people have love counterfeits

I want to immerse you in pure bliss

Make your heart continually smile

Let you love me and trust me

Make your life worthwhile